I made up my mind that I do like 'You Found Me' by the Fray. I like a lot of their stuff but sometimes they just tend to get so overplayed (i.e. How to Save a Life). But I find myself listening to them and Coldplay a lot when I'm sad. And I am. I miss home, and I know people just think that 'oh, it's just cause she's had to come back to school again'. Well, that's not why. I miss my house. I miss my history. I miss the smell. I miss my boy. I miss the language. I miss the sun. I miss my family. Family is extremely important to me. And when I go there, I find myself falling in love with my whole family and crying when I have to leave. It's just ... I'm so tired of being alone here? Not counting my mom and my brothers, none of my family here really has that whole simplistic thing going on that can make me snort my face off. When I'm with my family, I'm a completely different person. I'm not that girl who slowly slips through the hall unnoticed. I'm the girl who's clinging to the back of her twenty year old cousin, or the girl with all the little cousins tangled in her arms as she walks to the 'tindahan' (store). I'm the girl that's actually happy. :( Not that I'm happy here, it's just .. harder to be. You know?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
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