Self - Destruction at it's Finest.

I'm self - destruction at it's fucking finest, but I can't help it. I can't turn my other cheek to the issue. It's been staring me down this whole time. For 4 years, to be exact. I really wish I hadn't done it before, I really wish I didn't do it tonight. But it's been done, and I can't help myself. Because it's all to reach that one goal, and get rid of a burden on my back.